I love the prayer for serenity … accept what I cannot change, courage to change what I can and the wisdom to know the difference. I’ve had to live it for the past month.
A month ago life threw a curved ball. I heard the dreaded words, “that’s a lump”. The urgent appointment with the surgeon has taken a month but it has been worth it. He didn’t think it is anything sinister but ‘it’ has to come out. Surgery is a month away.
After the initial sense of dread I knew the best place for my head was work. I kept to my normal schedule. When working with another, I am fully present in the moment. It helped keep any negative thoughts away. It made me re-evaluate my life and how I live it. And, to be honest, I could not and would not change a thing. I see that as a blessing to be in this space with acceptance of all roads have led me to here.
Helms Arboretum, Esperance, Western Australia
Like any parent my first thoughts were for my children. They have been wonderful and uplifting. All is well, they reassured me. And, it is. I know it is.
In the past month I’ve travelled a lot and tried to keep to normalcy. I sat at the edge of this pond in Helms Arboretum in Esperance, filled with a sense of deep sadness. Not because I was considering my mortality but in the knowledge that so many people have yet to appreciate the value of solitude and nature.
I decided to open my blog again in the hope, in this finite moment called life, perhaps my photographs will encourage others to seek what I have found in nature … acceptance of self and complete healing.
As always
a dawn bird
In response to RDP Monday : Serene
Acceptance with grace sound easy but is difficult. Wishing you all the very best and I am sure all is well. ❤️
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Thank you Punam. It was difficult initially but something I practice every single day and it has become a way of life, a way of thinking.
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You are welcome. Yes, it is a struggle in the beginning…I am getting there gradually. 🙂
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Yes, a day at a time, sometimes, a minute at a time.
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Sharing the serenity of nature with others is a wonderful gift. Wishing you well.
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Thank you so much. I, too, enjoy what others post.
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A pleasure.
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So agree Dawn.
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Yes, I know you know this well.
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Yes indeed, that’s what makes online community so good, when you find similar minds to talk with.
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Yes, I know what you mean. I didn’t think I would ever come across anyone else who enjoys Ken Loach movies lol
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No, neither did I, we’re a small select band lol
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Nature is a great healer on so many levels and is always there for us. Wishing you well on this journey.
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Yes it is. Thank you so much for your warm, encouraging words.
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I’m sorry to read of your recent challenge. Sounds like you’re taking care of yourself, however. Self care is ultimate! Best wishes to you, Dawn. x
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Thanks Eliza. It’s deep in a muscle in my back that I was putting down to computer strain, so I was quite shocked. I’ve got a big trip planned to the outback and looking forward to it before the op. Thank you again.
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I’ll be sending good vibes your way! ❤
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Thanks Eliza. Feel very positive.
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I know it will be alright Dawn 🙂 Thanks for sharing
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Thanks, Brian for your encouraging words. Yes, it will be. It has to be. 🙂
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Hey Dawn Tracy at http://reflectionsofanuntidymind.wordpress.com/
has been trying to reply but WP have banned her from commenting. Apparently Tracy talks too much 😀 😀
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haha! I have been getting her comments lately! Thanks for letting me know 🙂
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I struggle to accept my mortality too, dawn. But I know that with nature by my side I can be strong. You will be too and we will be with you. All our love. Tracy.
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Thank you so much. I’ve been so stoic in the past few weeks but your warmth and presence made me teary. Thanks again.
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Big hugs, Dawn. That is what blogging friends are for.
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So appreciate it. Thank you, Tracy.
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