There is nothing more disconcerting that watching yourself in someone’s eyes and seeing what they perceive you to be. The silent judgement is deafening. The noise can extinguish life, as you breathe. Not today, though.
I woke this morning with one thought. Who I am today, is who I am. In an instant, I was in the present. Unshackled from the past, I was free. The moment felt delicious. So I lingered and savoured it all day.
I realised there were so many things I could do today because I was me. The thought gave me wings! Oh! the freedom!
I switched off the phone. Made a list. Crossed off tasks completed. I closed doors. I opened windows. I let in cool, fresh air. I gathered up the last of the roses. I took out garbage and set it kerbside. I wrote. I read. I listened.
I reflected on those who have crossed my path in less than positive ways. How lucky I am today to be me! I did not have to dig deep to forgive them. What I let go, I gained immeasurably. The thought, a gift to me.
I cleared shelves of unwanted objects. I did the same with thoughts. Then refilled the empty recesses with the joy, I had the freedom to be me today.
I realised my presence is transient like the tide. My shadow will always be taller than me. I know today what I lack in presence, I make up in substance. I am strong and resilient. I am me.
As my day ends I know the best gift I have received today, is the ability to accept the authentic me.
Until next time
a dawn bird