I love the prayer for serenity … accept what I cannot change, courage to change what I can and the wisdom to know the difference. I’ve had to live it for the past month.
A month ago life threw a curved ball. I heard the dreaded words, “that’s a lump”. The urgent appointment with the surgeon has taken a month but it has been worth it. He didn’t think it is anything sinister but ‘it’ has to come out. Surgery is a month away.
After the initial sense of dread I knew the best place for my head was work. I kept to my normal schedule. When working with another, I am fully present in the moment. It helped keep any negative thoughts away. It made me re-evaluate my life and how I live it. And, to be honest, I could not and would not change a thing. I see that as a blessing to be in this space with acceptance of all roads have led me to here.
Helms Arboretum, Esperance, Western Australia
Like any parent my first thoughts were for my children. They have been wonderful and uplifting. All is well, they reassured me. And, it is. I know it is.
In the past month I’ve travelled a lot and tried to keep to normalcy. I sat at the edge of this pond in Helms Arboretum in Esperance, filled with a sense of deep sadness. Not because I was considering my mortality but in the knowledge that so many people have yet to appreciate the value of solitude and nature.
I decided to open my blog again in the hope, in this finite moment called life, perhaps my photographs will encourage others to seek what I have found in nature … acceptance of self and complete healing.
a dawn bird
In response to RDP Monday : Serene