The last month of winter in the Southern Hemisphere arrived with torrential rain, hail, high winds and even rare snow flurries in some parts of Western Australia.
Today, thunder rolled above my roof and lightning flashed bright across grey skies. From my kitchen window I watched the doves seek shelter under the jasmine bushes, and as I wrapped my arms around myself and sought the warmth of my skin, I felt as cold as they looked.
After a whirlwind of back to back trips since October last year, I’m finally home for ten days, so I do admit, despite the bleak skies and cold, I’m enjoying being held captive at home by the rain.
I was in the Goldfields a couple of weeks ago. I have never experienced cold like I did during the trip but there were definitely some beautiful moments.
Sunrise, Kalgoorlie, Western Australia Sunrise from my hotel room is always glorious. There’s gold in those ranges with the Super Pit gold mine just under those skies in the distance.
Rainbow in Kalgoorlie Double rainbows were the norm most days and a treat to observe. I believe rainbows are the dolphins of the sky. It is impossible not to feel joy when you see one rise and arc across the horizon.
Back Beach, Bunbury, Western Australia
As the seasons change, so are my priorities.
I am slowly winding back my business and keeping only that which brings me joy. It is a guilty regret when I have reflected seasons have come and gone in the past 12 months and I have barely had time to pick up my camera. I had nearly forgotten what joy photography brings into my life.
Until the other day when I was rushing out of the rain and stopped in my tracks.
Despite high winds, in a recently pruned barren garden, a tiny rose leaf lay still, cradling even tinier jewel-like raindrops.
As I battle my way through this brutal winter, I close my eyes during bumpy flights, and count down the days to spring.
Hello again! It’s been months and I have been travelling without camera in hand. Who would have thought winding up part of my business would mean I would be busier but there is light at the end of the tunnel. By August, I should have reduced my workload. Although I enjoy all aspects of my work, I’m keeping only what I thoroughly enjoy doing.
On the morning the picture was taken I forced myself to visit Woody Lake just for a moment. It invigorated me. It was calm, serene and the sky was stunning. There was a lone white egret. And me. And silence. A moment so beautiful, I had to return to my blog and share.
It would appear being preoccupied with trimming my business, I forgot to keep in touch with what I value the most … those moments in and with nature. Perhaps, this is the return I needed … to self.
I’ve found in a changing world, one needs to find an anchor within self. Those moments of stillness where awareness is heightened. And, where better to find this stillness than in a landscape where there are no news headlines, no advertisements, no external pollution to thought and choice.
The year started like every other year. I was expecting life to set the bar no higher or lower than it has, over the past decade. I hurtled towards the familiar landscapes I’ve travelled across so frequently. I thought I had it all. Unknown to me, the Universe had other ideas.
First a family member became gravely ill and spent two months in intensive care. They have now recovered to a life that they had before illness. That, itself, is a miracle.
Reeling from this distress, I lost two-thirds of my business due to the vagaries that prevail in my field of work. I curled up into a ball …. for one night …. and, entirely unsolicited, was offered an even better and more lucrative contract the very next day. So the last few months have been hectic and kept me away from the blog as I wind up some of my work allowing me to focus on the contract I’m enjoying. To say I wake with a smile each morning is an understatement. I am in a happy space as I know within each loss, is a hidden unexpected gain.
Some of my regular work in the Goldfields continues. My hotel is in the middle of town and I, coffee in hand, never tire of the vista of beautiful old architecture each month.
I found this year a thunderstorm in the Goldfields is worth experiencing. It is all flash, thunderous noise and torrential warm rain. Quite breathtaking!
There was gold in other places too. I managed a trip to Narrogin in spring and found clumps of hibbertia hemignosta everywhere in Foxes Lair.
Then there was that amazing trip to Kalbarri in the north, where a few moments felt like a golden hour.
Flying over the pink lake of Port Gregory in the north on the way to Carnarvon, a destination I never reached but did experience three failed attempts of the small plane trying to land in poor weather, before returning home again. I have no memory of the journey home!
Flying over Shark Bay is always a treat! What’s not to love looking at this view on my way to work. It’s better than sitting in grid locked city traffic!
I spent a weekend in Margaret River without WIFI. The lack of intrusion from the outside world felt like another era in time. I have no idea what these flowers are but they were growing in huge bunches on tall trees. The birds loved them!
In spring Foxes Lair put up the usual show of wild flowers. I thought this jug orchid, drenched in morning dew, was gorgeous.
As were the tiny wild donkey orchids.
I’ve driven to Esperance three times in 12 years. It is a long drive of several hours. I tend to sleep overnight in Narrogin as the roads to Esperance are long and lonely. Fatigue is a dangerous companion. This place is a favourite stop in Ravensthorpe, a small town where this tiny shop does a roaring trade from tourists passing by. It sells all kinds of lollies (candy), ice creams, milk shakes and, of course, hot dogs. I love the Motown music she plays on repeat and it is the only place I buy a hot dog because it just seems the right place to eat one!
This tiny Mexican restaurant is in the north. It was several kms out of the town I was staying and there were no street lights on the way there. Ordinarily I would have returned back to the hotel as I had no idea where I was headed in the dark, but, much like falling in love, found it was worth the journey.
We have had a few days of fierce bushfires in the north, the smoke muting the sun during the day. I went outdoors at dusk to bring in the laundry and found this spectacular double rainbow over my backyard.
Although it has been a year of endings and beginnings, it is also a year when I have been scared out of my wits during flights and it is helping me to rethink some of my travel. Landing in Perth in a big plane from a mining town, I braced myself by holding on to the seat in front expecting the jarring of the tyres on tarmac when suddenly we were scooped up into the air again. There was no announcement, just silence while the plane circled for close to half an hour, over the ocean. People were murmuring waiting to hear the pilot speak and it seemed forever when he announced due to wind shear he could not land. Of all that I have experienced, that is one experience I rather not have again.
So what have I learned this year?
I’ve learnt to trust and it has strengthened my faith, not by doing more, but doing less. I’ve actively practiced acceptance and detachment in my everyday life (I had no other option, but to). And by doing so, found a new lease on life and an enormous sense of peace. Each day I make a concerted attempt at decluttering my life and environment. It is no longer a chore but something I look forward to every day. I buy only what I need. I only keep what I use. I honour the space I live in. I honour the space where my thoughts are kept. I honour the life I have been given.
I’ve arrived at this space because I found Nature is a healer and a teacher. We need to honour that.
So my wish for you is a simple one. Let Nature nurture your spirit. It is more powerful and richer, than any human headline.
The first thing I did in Bali was book myself for a 2.5 hour spa treatment, the young woman worked her magic and I found it was the first of several visits to the spa during my week long stay.
Seated here one day I reset … I recalled … there’s a phrase often used by people of a certain generation, especially from the area where my roots, from the father’s side of the family, are firmly embedded: “Let it be, baa“. ”Baa” being a term of endearment in the local dialect. My paternal grandfather often said this to my mother when she seemed fraught by some issue or other. Over the years, I had forgotten this. It is now gentle self-talk, each day.
I sat on a comfortable chair, sipping delicious ginger tea after my spa treatments and exhaled. I did nothing for half an hour but watch the ducks glide by and the turtle hugging a rock. There was nothing else in the world in those moments, except sit back and let it be. And when I did, time stood still.
Driven by deadlines in the city, life had become constricting. It was like being on a treadmill … the faster you run, the faster it moves and there’s danger is losing balance. This is where I was when I spent most of 2023 focused on getting my business and my health back on track. Until my reset in Bali.
Adopting a laissez-faire attitude does not have to be negative. I found it is highly likely I’ve returned to a balanced place because I practice letting go, letting all else fall away, being without direction, for a few minutes each day. On a personal level, I’ve found psychological and spiritual value in experiencing this each day.
My mantras when things don’t go to plan, are simple ones: All is well. Let it go. Let it be. There’s no harm in this thinking. I firmly believe at the end of the day, the Universe takes care of ‘business’. It helps me to travel ‘light’. And that’s the laissez-faire attitude I adopt in managing my life!
It was around mid-year last year. As the financial year was winding up I was busier than usual. The hotel I stay at in one town messes up the booking each month and I was not looking forward to the trip. After staying in seven hotels in a month, and on three occasions at this particular hotel, I arrived at Reception hoping there would not be an issue. But, yes, they messed up again and blamed the computer. I haven’t stayed there since.
The next trip was exactly what I needed. Although my colleague and I have travelled a lot in this region, especially before the pandemic, this was unfamiliar country and we were open to a new challenge.
The logistics of visiting the community was daunting and required some careful planning but we were up for it!
Occasionally we would encounter traffic, the kind that makes you stop but unlike in the city where I’m frustrated and impatient at traffic lights, these are minutes to scan the sky for wedge tail eagles or wildlife in the bush.
Driving through towns with no midday peak hour traffic, is my kind of town!
Soon we were sharing roads less travelled, laughing and coughing our way through the dust.
We left civilisation behind and turned off-road with nothing but written directions to guide us. We could hardly contain our excitement and chattered incessantly, partly nervous about the unknown, and partly the sheer excitement of where we were headed.
The drive was long and we stopped along the way to stretch our legs. This arid region had received some rainfall and we knew the combination of unseasonable heat and rain meant wildflowers would arrive early.
There were patches of these succulents for kilometres by the side of the unsealed roads.
Tiny clumps of perfection.
And fields of gleaming white everlastings, crisp to the touch.
We finally arrived at our accommodation, a sheep station, the only place we could stay that was a central point to where we were going to work for a few days.
Being mid-winter, the nights were clear and cold. I stood alone on the back verandah and counted my blessings, my smile mirrored in the moon.
Mornings were filled with the raucous calls of the pink galahs that festooned the trees and from waking chickens that provided breakfast.
If it was cold outdoors, it certainly wasn’t indoors. There were roaring fires and hospitality to warm one’s heart. The salads and vegetables straight from the kitchen garden and protein from the station. I cannot remember the last time I enjoyed meals as much as I did here. Although there were just five of us at the dinner table (including the hosts), I felt I had been transported to another time where one talked, shared experiences, and being wifi free, enjoyed the meal without the constant glancing at the phone, as people do in the city.
Although the homestead is old and the only residential building designed in 1916 by Monsignor John Hawes (more about him in another post), the new bathrooms were adjacent to the bedrooms and across the back verandah. Just before leaving the homestead I ducked into the ladies before a long drive ahead when ….
I noticed this! Thinking this was a deterrent to encourage correct recycling, the owner laughed and stated, nope! They have snakes that come on the verandah and being wildlife they are not allowed to kill them, so they collect them and drop them off a few kilometres away from the homestead.
In a span of three days I had gone from standing at a Reception desk being thoroughly annoyed at check in, to being transported to another world. I know which one I prefer!
I reflected today if I was granted a wish, what would it be? There is only one thing I would want. It is time. And it cannot be bought, but one is richer when one realises this.
There was no other quotation other than from Shakespeare that seemed to fit my reflections this morning because my life felt like a Shakespearean tragedy just a short time ago.
I walked around my garden this morning and found what I was seeking for in the eye of the young dove. Peace, stillness, connection, understanding, clarity.
What I am about to share goes back some two months. No. Further back. I have been busy caring for other people and living life with no sense of accountability to self. I have a paid a price for this.
If I were to pinpoint a time frame it is at least two or three years ago when I first started feeling pain. I put it down to computer work, fatigue, frequent travel (means different beds and pillows) and with each year I feel I discover a new bone in my body. So I ignored the pain and got on with life.
December was devastating. My healthy brother in law passed away suddenly and as his children had to return from overseas and quarantine, the funeral took place a month later. I was unable to attend his funeral in the Eastern States, due to travel restrictions.
The stress of this while supporting family caught me off guard. I woke one morning with one hand so swollen, it resembled a boxing glove. The pain was horrendous. Unable to dress I waited a few days before seeing my doctor. He barely looked at my hand, dismissed it as part of aging and told me to take anti inflammatory medication (which don’t agree with me). Refusing that option, he felt he could not offer me anything else and told me to use warmth in some form to soothe the pain. Two weeks later I went to another doctor (female) who sent me for a blood test which confirmed an auto immune disorder. I went into a tailspin as I know the medications that will be prescribed are not what I want in my body.
I read up on the condition as much as I could, stress is a major contributor. So I set about changing my schedule and my thinking. My accountant, bless his cotton socks, is a wannabe natural health healer. While talking to him he told me about a product he sells, a magnetic wrist band. Not wanting to take pain medication and non functional without them, I was willing to give it a try. Within 24 hours the swelling had become hardly noticeable. Two days in, I was not taking any analgesics or topical pain relief. A week on, I can close my hand into a fist. Yesterday I lifted a glass because power in my thumb had returned. I can dress. I can lift shopping bags. I can type. I am nearly 100% functional again.
It made me think this morning … why do we wait for a crisis before putting self-care as a priority? This is true for all genders. We give others the best of our qualities. Why don’t we share those qualities with self?
So it is my mission this year to ask the question: what have you done to improve the quality of your life, today?
It’s been a month of firsts. The first time of staying home for weeks on end and self imposed isolation, so the thrill of gaining essential worker status was genuine. I was needed in the Midwest and my ‘pass’ to move between restricted regions due to the COVID 19 lockdown meant I could travel again.
With limited flights I had to drive over 400 kms to Geraldton. I thoroughly enjoyed the drive with loud playlist for company. When stopped by the cops at checkpoint their laughter was genuine when I beamed and said I was travelling for work.
As we had to travel further north we had to fly in a smallchartered plane. I was with two other colleagues and I was dreading it, but it turned out to be one of the best flights I have ever been on.
The first sight of Carnarvon is always wonderful. I never miss a chance to drive from town to Pelican Point. The sand dunes here are beautiful. River gums trees are now synonymous with Carnarvon. I love the textured trunk and colours of the bark.We drove past wonderful landscaped agricultural fields, just waiting to be seeded.Our early morning starts were spectacular. Coffee, good company, laughter and an eagerness to get back to work, the perfect elixir.Oh! those wide open spaces!And the threat of the worst storm Western Australia experienced in a decade loomed. The dust from the fields added to the ambience when the storm hit. I was without power for ten hours in the hotel room. So I watched nature unleash fury. Oddly enough, it made me calmer.No trip to Geraldton is complete without a stop at St Georges Beach at Champion Bay. I also spent some time in Northampton, an old agricultural town.I love these old buildings.One of my colleagues grew up here and I had to laugh when she told me behind this building is Lavender Lane. Apparently every old town had a Lavender Lane. It is a euphemism as the lane was intended for the cart to come and collect the waste from outdoor toilets, before the days of modern toilets.I drove under the arc of rainbows several times.And found them in my suburb too on my return home.But the most beautiful rainbow was the one over my home, and the rainbeau I found at the foot of my driveway. As they say, when you are least expecting it, ‘it’ happens.
With autumn behind, all I can say is, move over winter … I’m ready for spring.
It’s the last day of February, being a leap year, summer has lasted a day longer. Today the sun is already out and it is warm. My washing is done and on the line. I needed this. Yesterday at this hour the sky was filled with resounding thunder and lightening flashed vertical in blinding stripes. The Australian summer used to be days at the beach, Sunday afternoons at the pub, watching 60 Minutes at night. But now we seem to be keeping an eye on the weather reports more often these days. The days have been wildly different and with some feeling like the wrath of winter.
February also meant I returned to work in all the regions I visit frequently. This may be my last year I travel to some sites and I feel a sense of sadness about it. But new openings are on offer, so I’m excited for 2021 and open to all that brings into my life.
Frequent travel comes at a cost, mostly relationships suffer and inevitably come to an end. It is a lingering sadness. It has been difficult for me to give up this lifestyle for anybody. I love what I do and I love doing it. I was born to do outreach work and it is a good fit for me. The joy of knowing one has made a difference is addictive and not easy to explain to others. This is my pathway in life and I embrace it, alone or perhaps one day, with someone with a similar understanding of it. Between Williams and Narrogin, Wheatbelt region, Western Australia I’ve been to Narrogin twice this year but bypassed my favourite reserve Foxes Lair either due to heat or high winds. With tall gum trees and one way road, I didn’t want to be trapped there, so I spent my time looking at the paddocks that will filled with sheep and wide horizons. Geographe Bay, Busselton, Western Australia I started my year in the South West. This is one of my favourite places for an early walk or sunset spot. I’m visiting again next month and looking forward to my time there. River gums, Carnarvon, Western Australia This year I discovered an enchanted forest of river gums along the Gascoyne River in Carnarvon and standing alongside it, felt like an embrace. Gascoyne River at Rocky Pool, Western Australia Then there was my trip to a cattle station outside Carnarvon. Such a fabulous trip on previously untravelled roads. These colours of the Midwest outback quicken my pulse. If one painted it, the art would look garish, but Nature does it so well. Sand dunes, Pelican Point, Carnarvon, Western Australia I always love photographing the sand dunes at Pelican Point where the wind writes lines like every author aspires to. A wake up call! Sand dunes, Carnarvon, Western Australia I usually stay in the car at Pelican Point. It is usually very windy and the sand is blinding. This time I walked around and thought I saw driftwood. I was wrong! Australian avocet, Woody Lake, Esperance, Western Australia In Esperance I saw my first Australian avocet, it was the only avocet among dozens of other birds and different species. I was fascinated by the curved, delicate beak that it swept from side to side in shallow water to feed.
The end!
My diary for March is full. No doubt, there will be a lot of opportunities for more time outdoors as well. That’s how I’ve come to accept the gruelling schedule, work equates photography. And, I’m happy with that!
Do you recall Newton’s Cradle, those tiny steel spheres that pinged each time they made contact and gathered momentum? I like using that as an analogy when working with a particular colleague.
As a team, my colleague and I work to this energy, and this post is a recount of our latest journey into the outback …
Buckle up, it is a long post with pictures and my first attempt at posting a video.
The plane to Carnarvon is a small 34 seater and luggage allowance is strictly adhered to. I needed to take more equipment on this trip, so I was preoccupied with packing as having my luggage off loaded was not an option. With all the packing and unpacking, I forgot to complete my online check in and to my dismay at the airport, found I was seated over the wing. The worst possible seat when I’m flying over the beautiful seascape of Shark Bay! Onboard the crew was someone I’ve known for some years; I toyed with the idea of asking her if I could change my seat then decided against it. Some seats were empty and no doubt weight distribution was factored in where folks were allocated. I settled in and slept for an hour of the two hour flight.
On a previous trip to Carnarvon everywhere I went, the locals would say it was too bad I couldn’t stay another day because the river was due to arrive. I did not really understand what they meant and assumed it was a euphemism for rain, this being an agricultural town, the State’s ‘salad bowl’. This trip I was in Carnarvon for the event the town anticipates so much, despite having no recent rain.
As we approached Carnarvon I glimpsed a trickle of water in the otherwise dry bed of the mighty Gascoyne River. It shimmered like burnished copper. But, nothing could have prepared me for the force of it.The talk of the day among locals was how high the river had risen every time they checked their phone either in the office or cafe. A colleague suggested driving out to Nine Mile Bridge where there was a small lookout over the River, so I went with someone familiar with the area at the end of the day. Their excitement was contagious, but we looked on in awe for different reasons. My excitement was embedded in the fact this water was the rains that came from a cyclone further north. Muddy red, it carried the heart of the Pilbara mining region, a link that generated a visceral response. With the Gascoyne River being the longest river in Western Australia (nearly 900 kms or 500 plus miles) from Ranges to the sea, it is a spectacular sight to see in motion, the power of it made me step back and away from it.The night before we drove out to a cattle station I could not sleep with excitement, and like an unsettled infant, woke every two hours. The instructions we were given were literally the proverbial ‘mud map’. There was no phone coverage either for the last part of our journey. My colleague brought her esky and we filled it with sandwiches, fruit and lots of water. We wore casual clothing and sturdy shoes. We grinned at the road ahead and left town early morning all set for an adventure on roads neither of us had travelled before. Just as well we took food, the station was expecting floods and everything was placed on higher ground. The road we turned off from the major highway was signposted. The ink ran dry from there on. We saw some petrol tins on wooden stakes, no doubt, meaningful to someone but for us it left more questions than answers. Every few kms we hoped we were on the right track, and track it was, unsealed and deeply corrugated as rain had come through the area but not yet reached Carnarvon. The last 20 kms was an especially bone-crunching drive as we bounced in the cabin, our voices becoming high pitched or subdued, every time a jolt took us by surprise. The family was expecting us and told us if we did not show up at the homestead within the designated time frame they would come out to look for us. I wasn’t sure if I felt reassured by this! We were, in Australian vernacular, beyond the black stump. We did see some cattle along the way. It is mustering season so we were somewhat reassured, although we could not see anyone or hear any mustering choppers, there were people around some where in this vast landscape. No landmarks to guide us but the straight track, we reasoned, it had to lead to the cattle station and it did. Eventually.The homestead was a lovely period building, brick, fibro and tin but being a private home, I did not take photographs. The high ceilings kept the temperature cool indoors and the rooms were dark. We could not see what we were doing so we sat on the verandah under a tin roof for several hours. It was hot and beads of perspiration slid down the length of my spine. I could not help noticing there were several shovels scattered around the verandah. With no garden in sight, the owner confirmed, they were kept handy and within reach, for killing snakes! If nothing else convinced us, this did. We were in the outback.
Concentrating on work for hours made us hungry as we headed back to Carnarvon. We were told there was a picnic spot en route, closer to town, and we decided to have our lunch there. Beautiful it was, but in the heat and no shade, we sat in the 4WD on the banks of Rocky Pool and watched the Gascoyne River flow. We ate our lunch in silence, and took it all in. I feel lucky to travel to these parts with a colleague who appreciates this in silence, like I do.
It is difficult to put into words what the outback feels like. It is harsh and unforgiving country. Yet it is brimming with life of what one can see and it feels like one can experience the unseen. There is a spiritual ambience to it. It floats among twisted trees, swirling waters and skims sandy banks, with a softness that is tangible. This is ancient country. It envelopes one if you let it. It is not a landscape one sees. It is a landscape, a country, one experiences. It is now part of me as I am of it.Later that evening, back in Carnarvon, we walked to the local pub so we could have a drink or two with our meal to celebrate our adventure. Sunset looked promising.We walked back to the hotel along the Fascine after dark, where the sunset a couple of hours earlier had been beautiful. I slept fitfully from exhaustion and excitement.
I’ve had an amazing trip despite the discomfort of heat and persistent flies and we worked non-stop. I’m even more convinced now than ever before, I’m no city worker. An office space does not cut it for me anymore. Give me dust especially the red dust of the north, the stuff that is powder fine and gets into everything. Wearing white is never an option in these parts. Wildly patterned clothing hides a multitude of sins. I know this because I sat on the sofa in the dark and on a plate of cold watermelon!
I woke each morning while I was away convinced I made the right choice years ago to forge my own path. It is definitely a road less travelled, and now, I’ve left my footprint on it.
This is by no means the last trip. Yes Newton’s Cradle comes to mind, again.
Eggplant! One of my favourite vegetables! Believe it or not, there was a time I looked forward to my trips to Kalgoorlie in the Goldfields region because dinner on the first night was an eggplant stack. True! Three pieces of eggplant stacked, fresh tomato sauce topped with cashew nut cream and a sprinkle of pine nuts. I didn’t regard it as such then, but a truly delicious vegan meal. But it took only a couple of trips to undo my enjoyment. The first time, my order was obviously sitting around waiting to be delivered to my room. It came cold. I sent it back. The young waiter who picked it up was insolent when I complained, did not apologise but said, “everyone has off days”. Maybe. But when I arrived tired and hungry, and paid $34 for the meal, I expected someone to be on pointe. The second time, after a change in management, my ‘stack’ arrived horizontal in a fancy spread on a smear of processed sauce and cashew nut cream nowhere to be seen. It didn’t look or taste the same. Sigh!
Things happen for a reason. This I know to be true.
Instead of staying in the hotel with room service I started to go into town for my meals and ventured further. Kalgoorlie, a gold mining town, has gorgeous buildings. The streets are wide from the days of wagons. At dusk the light catches the old buildings. I’m looking forward to experiencing that again as my plan in 2020 is to focus on architecture in the regions I visit. But there was a time when I woke really early and before I got to work, went out with camera. Mt Charlotte, Kalgoorlie-Boulder, Western Australia The sunrise over the gold mine viewed from Mt Charlotte is stunning. I would often be in the car park of the lookout by myself. I’ve not done this in a while and need to experience this again. Freight train from the gold mine, Kalgoorlie
I grew up in a town of trains. The sound of clickety-clack is synonymous with childhood. It is a sound I often hear in the Wheatbelt or mining towns. It is soothing and reassuring as a heartbeat.
Perhaps this is why I was an indulgent mother to a young son and bought him over 100 Thomas the Tank trains! When he was very little I remember taking him to toy train exhibitions and was enthralled by the exquisite train sets grown men obviously enjoyed putting together. I’ve moved on from there. I now enjoy watching grown men. 🙂 Mt Charlotte
This is obviously lush for the Goldfields regions. It is a memory from one winter. In winter the temperature drops suddenly around 4 pm and being open country, the extremes are harsh. I’m headed to the Goldfields today. The temperature is expected to be in the high 30sC. It will be uncomfortable. But I have other things to look forward to … perhaps eggplant will be one of them! What I do know is that I am drawn to the parks with my camera … Book-leaf mallee (eucalyptus kruseana)
I love photographing the untidy shrub that is the book-leaf mallee. The honey eaters love this shrub. Their birdsong is sharp and sweet and only overshadowed by the perfection I see when the shrub is looked at closely.
The leaves are perfectly placed and symmetrical.
And from such an untidy shrub, the most delicate and beautiful gum blossoms. What’s not to love about this!
So I’m back to where I started this post … I’ve been mostly vegan since November. I thought I would miss eating cheese, red meat and bacon. Oddly enough my body has adjusted really quickly. I no longer crave it. When I do eat those foods, my body screams in protest.
In this frenetic lifestyle that is of my own making, I love order and predictability. I try and seek it in different ways. So as this is my first trip for the year to the region, it’s quite possible I’ll go full circle and order eggplant again!
Sunrise, Dempster Head, West Beach, Esperance, Western Australia
I’ve always enjoyed reflecting on Fandango’s Provocative Questions in the past but I don’t believe I’ve participated before, for a variety of reasons, mostly to do with lack of time. But as we head towards the end of the year, Fandango’s prompt made me stop and reflect on the question.
For me, ‘a good life’ is one of choice. The ability and means to choose how one wants to live. Having lived on a tight budget as a single parent with young children for many, many years, I am in a better place now. Years of hard work and study have paid off dividends. I can choose to work … or not. The fact that I choose to work is a good life for me, because it is filled with the unknown and adventure.
From the age of eleven I wanted to do outreach work. My mother’s mantra of giving back to the community still resonates strongly. I’m now in a position to do just that. And, yes, frequent travel is gruelling and believe it or not, I don’t like flying.
The State of Western Australia is the combined size of Texas and Alaska. Although most of the two million plus folks live along the coast, there are areas where people live in the inland towns, and even desert. I can work in uncomfortable conditions of extreme heat and less than interesting facilities. My choice of food is limited in some towns to greasy foods only. Salad and fruit belong to the exotic category. Sometimes there is no time to eat all day, and a crumbled muesli bar in one’s pocket, is the meal of the day. The beds are always clean, but ordinary. The air con does not always work in hotels where the only stars that are associated with the hotel, are the ones in the night sky.
But …
The days of power dressing is a distance past. I now dress for comfort and there is freedom in this. I enjoy working with teams dedicated to providing an outreach service to families. Our collective commitment and sense of humour in difficult conditions, is always a bonus. Bumping into another team in the most unexpected place like an outback pub, has the warmth of family at Christmas. I visit well known tourists spots like beautiful Esperance every month. Or, the most amazing off the tourist track places. The folks we visit are always so grateful for the service provided. It is rare for my colleague and I not to smile and say, “that was a good trip!” as we leave town.
Like most, yes there are burdens and sadness, for me too. The city is where I feel ‘an absence’ the most. I never thought I would be in a position one day where I would chose to be single. But, I made the choice and I embrace it as all roads have led to here. I love the wide open spaces best, be it coast or outback. The feeling of being small in a big world is oddly comforting and lessens any burden I may have. It is moments like this, when I know I live the good life. And, it has come about because of the choices I have made.
I think reflecting on the past month is a wonderful way to take a breath …
I’ve come to realise in the past few months, it is at home and in my garden is where I find best balance.
Where birds comes to visit me for a change.
I’ve enjoyed a long drive between Carnarvon and Geraldton. This is my favourite roadhouse along the way. I found out this area is prone to flooding when it rains, and quite beautiful with numerous billabongs that attract birdlife. The change between spring to summer has been swift. It was a hot drive.
The highway between Carnarvon and Geraldton is long and lonely. My colleague and I always feel carefree in these parts. We usually stop here and stretch our legs at a lookout that overlooks Gladstone Beach in the far distance.
Geraldton has become my second home. I’ve grown to love this place and the easy lifestyle.
Returning home from trips I found the gooseberries were turning into jam on the bush from the heat. What happened to spring, this year?
The mulberries are plentiful and most out of my reach, except for my zoom.
In Esperance the wildflowers have disappeared and birdlife is plenty. This wattlebird was as curious about me, as I was of it.
The wildflowers have disappeared in Foxes Lair too except for a hardy few. I saw a blur in the bush and found it was the tiny pink trigger plants.
The pied stilt was gorgeous at Chinaman Pool, in Carnarvon, at sunset.
I’ve just returned from being away for nearly ten days and found Perth is sweet home, after all. Now that came as a surprise to me!
It’s the first day of summer tomorrow. I’ll be starting it in the heat of the Goldfields.
In the last few days I’ve worked between Kalgoorlie and Coolgardie. For some this landscape is just bush and an ordinary, long drive. Nothingness, even. Given the gold rush history of these towns, and all that came before, this is vibrant landscape to me.
I had to stop road side as the mulla mulla bloomed bright.
And when leaving the Goldfields, depending on my mood, I am saddened by the big, open cut gold mine that scars this landscape. At other times, I am fascinated by the activity here. On this trip, I had mixed emotions.
My schedule was busy, as it usually is, in these parts. It is rare for people to cancel. I walked across a still warm car park and past the bank of white flowers. The perfume took me by surprise. I stopped to adjust my luggage just so I could take another deep breath. I walked into the terminal and was blasted by the aroma of pizza and beer. There is a celebration just about every corner. I had forgotten it was Melbourne Cup day, a horse race that stops a nation, but not me. I was on the road between two historic mining towns. I suddenly realised I had not eaten all day. I had another three hours before getting home. The crowd around the small bar/cafe too big for me to be served before my flight took off. I had nothing else to do but distract myself. This is no fancy lifestyle but it makes up in other ways.
I ended up getting a window seat at the back. Not the best spot. It is boozy back there. A young, muscled, tattooed man sits in the middle seat. He is polite and with a heavy accent, I strain to understand him as we settle down to being strangers again. The plane is full and as the last stragglers get on board he erupts in greeting to someone down the aisle. Turns out they will be seated together. Fist pumps and mates, they share their journeys since they last worked together. I try to distract my hunger by counting how many times his mate uses the f word and give up because he breathes it. The young man seated at the end of my row is hilarious and I stifle my laughter as he yells out to another mate, a few rows down, “Hey! Princess!” I could just see him as a young child in a classroom, a teacher’s nightmare! His life is an open book and all those within earshot are welcomed to thumb through the pages. With a recent break up behind him, his polite mate asks if he lives near his ex. He responds, “as long as there’s a bank between us, it will be too close” and then roaring with laughter tempers this, “nah! it’s all good!” I believe him, it’s all good. There’s not a trace of malice or regret in response.
The plane landed with an almighty thud and to a roar of “FAAAARK!” shouted in unison. These tough, hard working blokes were not impressed and I had to smile when someone was convinced the landing had fixed his dodgy knee surgery! As we ready to disembark, I lean forward for my bag when I make eye contact with the young man at the end of my row. His face is tanned red, his bushy beard is redder, his eyes brighter blue than a Goldfields sky. For a brief moment he is subdued and in a quieter voice very politely says to me, “Sorry about the language mam, didn’t mean to disrespect. I’m just a wanker!” I have mined gold vernacular!
I’m still smiling in the taxi, tired but happy, while I reflect on my trip. My lifestyle is not a comfortable one. It takes me out of my comfort zone. It should tire me. But it does not. I’m usually more energised by my trip at the end, than when I leave home with anticipation. Perhaps I have worked on this mindset of look, listen, feel, experience. I believe this mindset has kept me fresh because, there are those special encounters I have in a professional setting, and, then there are others.
In a world of information overload, it would be a challenge not to feel everything is ho hum. But I realised some years ago, to find balance I need to be outdoors, away from books, away from work and just be. Nothing else. Just be. The experience is like no other. For me every minute outdoors feels like I’m an hour glass with sand trickling down in a steady stream. When it pools, my head is clear. My spirit is full. I’m recharged and ready to go.
Even though I often visit the same towns several times in a year, and may photograph the same landscape, flora and fauna, there is always something new for me to see. Swamp hen, Bunbury wetlands, Western Australia
I have dozens of photographs of swamp hens. I love their peacock colouring (but they do emit an awful strangled screech). In some wetlands they can be shy and move out of sight quickly. They have enormous feet and I was surprised to see this one eat with such delicacy. Pretty clever! Lake Lefroy, Kambalda West, Western Australia
Lake Lefroy is an ephemeral salt lake in Kambalda (Goldfields region of Western Australia). I’ve been here a couple of times and the hues are different each time. On the day I took this pic, the lake was like a painting. New Holland Honeyeater, Bunbury wetlands, Western Australia
I love photographing New Holland honeyeaters. They are striking looking birds. I particularly love getting a picture of their tiny tongue that protrudes when feeding. Silvereye, Bunbury wetlands, Western Australia
Needless to say, the tiny, tiny silvereye is a special joy. They move in flocks but I’ve rarely found one seated side by side. They are quick and drive me insane trying to get a good picture. This one took me by surprise! Bunbury, Western Australia
Along any coast in Western Australia you’ll see people dedicated to their hobby. From afar, so am I. Nothing new to see but if you photograph people fishing, you’ll find, each picture tells a different story.
Walk along any track in the bush or suburban garden, the Willy Wagtail is the first to greet. I love this picture. He looks all shiny and newly minted.
Walking along the beach has its moments of calm. Waves are soothing but every now and then, I catch a wave that is different. It makes me stop, look and listen. It makes everything old, new again. That’s what life is all about.
One morning while walking on the beach in Exmouth I found the things that make me happy and I knew I will spend the rest of my life seeking them.
I realised …
Curiosity makes me happy. As does a feeling of hope. Finding a happy place within, unexpectedly, is a special feeling of joy. Stillness makes me happy. Silence makes me happy, so does solitude. And, the oneness that comes from real connection, even if transient. All these things are free and found within. I spent too many years, window shopping. Now I wander in and take whatever I please.
The variation in shades of blue makes my heart beat faster. I had never stopped to observe this before. I do now.
The crumbs of seashells underfoot that coat my bare feet make me smile. This was just a sandy beach once. Not any more. I had no idea sand looks like this up close.
The humble feather that glitters in dawn light catches my eye. It never did before.
My child like curiosity is piqued peering into these wonderfully perfect ‘windows’.
The scoop of sand left by tide. A reminder always, life is finite.
I find life, in unexpected places. From it, I learn poise.
I find love, too, in unexpected places.
Why wouldn’t I spend the rest of my life doing just what I am doing now?
Hope you are doing exactly what you were meant to do in life.
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